i miss you most (possible)

i miss you most (possible)

I could die right now, Clem. I'm just...happy. I've never felt that before. I'm just exactly where I want to be. 

Joel, The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

i miss you most in the mornings

when i have to face the day

and slip from between the sheets

where i have dreamed and you are still possible

i miss you most in the early sunshine

when i am alone in a parking lot

or sitting in the coffee shop

where the day is potential but you aren’t possible

i miss you most at the pauses of the day

when i hear a word and turn to find

and you rush over me and smile

through the layers of you in memory possible

i miss you most every single time

when i see others hand in hand

aching for that second when you held mine

and i should have stayed there because it was possible

i miss you most in the drift toward darkness

when night is inevitable and closing in

and i can steal away again to sleep

where dreams and you and possible are possible

i miss you most